SassyRaptor

Over the past few months, I've been struggling hard with my addiction to work. Do I need income to live? Of course I do. But beyond the work that earns me money, I am constantly making more work for myself - setting impossible goals for Mechanima, creating a list of about 30 plush I want to create before August, struggling to say "no" when people ask for favor after favor. Work can be just as bad for you as reliance on smoking or alcohol, and at times, at least in my case, it's a way to blurt out thoughts I would rather not have to think about (sounds a lot like drinking already, eh?). I was raised by a workaholic father. He was hard on us a

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Lately I been looking at myself in a whole different light. Its like there are sides of me fighting to come out. Who I am is growing and changing and I'm not really recognizing myself as much. I feel like something in me is growing, and I am not as afraid anymore of this change. I recently came in terms with my mortality, knowing one day all I know, who I know, including myself will pass. It scared me for a week straight, panic attacks and such, but as the weeks passed it became easier to drink down and as of this month I accepted it,  knowing this has all happened before. Everyone has this fear, some cope with it easily, others run from it.